Protected

She has to protect them. The trees that saved her family.
When her family was falling apart, they saved them. The falling blossoms,
the hopefulness she could feel.
If she could save them, her life would be complete.

When disaster stroke, the cherry blossom trees helped her stay together. They gave security, and love, love that her family couldn’t give her.

They want to cut them down, those trees.
She needs to stop them, because the trees have too much value to her.
She thinks no one cares, so she has no hope.
Until she met him, that is.

He cared, when no one else did.
He wanted to save the trees too, before it was too late.
Those cherry blossoms helped him get new life, and gather his priorities.

She did it. She saved those trees, and moved onto bigger and better things.
Those trees are still there, lining up that hill that so many years ago,  she walked, broken and wayside.
She owes those cherry blossom trees a lot, and she saved them, which is enough for them.

Blind Love

It may be that you can’t see, but I can.
I can see the hope in your deadened eyes when we embrace, and the smiles you make when I do something awkward.

Just because you can’t see, doesn’t mean that you’re handicapped.
The only handicap that you have is when you’re down, and I’m not there to cheer you up.
I don’t care what you look like, if blind or deaf, or even mute, I would still love you.

People may stare, but I don’t care.
Our bond is stronger than others’ skepticism.
You may feel helpless, but I’m here to pull you up out of that hole of sadness.

You don’t need to see, because I see for you, I’m your eyes.
And these eyes, they see something beautiful coming from this.

Hunger Games Movie Review

To be honest, I hated it. The movie was somewhat like the book, but not really. I hate to read a book, then go see the movie, because I'm always critical on it. I'm not gonna give you a synopsis, because if you really want to know, go see the movie yourself.

One thing that bothered me the most was that they only seemed to be in the arena for like, four days, that's it. I was also peeved when Peeta just fell asleep, and then Katniss went to the feast. In the book, Katniss DRUGGED him people! Get it right! And then there was Rue. In book time, Katniss spent at least a good week with her. In the movie, it was like a day and a half.

If you people wanna see it, be my guest, but I hated it. If you're into the whole action-packed-killer thing, than this is for you. If you're a reader, like me, then you'll hate it, and be really judgemental about it.

The actors were good, I'll admit. I mean, it's not their fault a script writer can't do it right. They played their parts, and did pretty well. Right facial expressions, seriousness, and other things were great. They did their part, but I still resent the movie.

And all of those fangirls who are shipping Katniss and Gale, I'm here to tell you that it's NOT GOING TO HAPPEN. I've read the third book, and I can tell you what happens. They do NOT get together.

Rating: 2 out of 5 stars.

Numb

Pain is the only feeling I can feel anymore.
Sadness, hope, loss, I feel those no more.


After you lose them, you never miss them.
These little cuts and scars represent my feeling.
I can never look at people and not turn away.
How do they look so happy all the time, when nothing is truly ever so?


I had love once, but now, it’s all dust and ashes. Remembering him, only brings back even more pain.
I can’t stand the sight of people laughing, but love to see them weep.
When they cry, I feel their pain, and they understand mine.


Seeing little headstones remind  me of what We used to do.
It’s the pain that brings me through.
It’s pain that keeps me numb from everyone and everything else.
If I can feel pain, I don’t have to feel anything else.


I’m always alone, never with anyone.
People come by, but they can never bring me out of my state.
Only he can, but he’s gone, and never will.


I always push forward, hoping, dreaming, waiting for the day when I see him again.
This thought and this thought only lets me live day to day.

I Am The Messenger Blog Out 1

I Am The Messenger starts out slow, but really picks up later on. Ed is a deadbeat - I have no doubts about that- but I think he really turns into a hero. He starts out with the little things, and works his way up.

When he started with Milla, I was really contrary. I liked the fact that he was helping this old woman with her loneliness, but I don't think I could stand being called someone else everyday. Even if I was helping the woman, it would agitate me to no end. Ed was really nice to her, and really compassionate. For a deadbeat, he's somewhat of a Batman type to me. Saving other people, but not in the big news worthy kind of way.

Then there's Sophie. She was really shy with Ed at first, but I think she really blossomed. I did not like her father. He seemed to uncaring to me. "You can win it, if you want." What kind of encouragement is that?! If it were my kid, I would tell them something much better than THAT! But, in the end, I think she really did good, even though she wasnervous. I mean, the whole no shoes thing really gave her confidence, and let her be her.



There's also Edgar street. I like the way Ed handled it, because I thought the husband deserved to die for his actions. I also hope he burns in hell, because he goes home and rapes his wife every night! Or, he did, anyways. Ed did the right thing, I just hope he doesn't go to jail for it.